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[29 Aug 2008|02:14pm] |
Going to my lake house with the boy this weekend.
going to be so fun, no one's there.
i just wish i hadn't been so dumb and left my brand new camera in my purse for a few weeks, that way maybe it would still be working. if i hadn't of done that.
so i have my old camera i could take which sucks, but even if i do take pictures, i have no idea where the usb chord is for that camera because i haven't used it in almost a year.
school next week. ughh.
i'm so excited for the new one tree hill season opener, he said we're not leaving early on monday so that i can get home to see it, so maybe instead of asking nicole, i'll just make him tivo it. he said he'd watch it, which i think he would, but he'd totally be saying stupid things the whole time making fun of the show.
we'll see what happens.
next week the rents will be gone, so most likely that means i'm having some sort of shindig at my house next weekend.
also, today i was thinking about movies i should own and those are...Breakfast at Tiffany's, Funny girl, and Funny Lady.
Trying to get mom to buy me those this weekend while i'm gone.
I kinda feel bad for leaving britt here all weekend alone after her and nick's break up since marina is going away too, but she and nick break up a lot it seems so i'm sure they'll work things out this weekend.
Alsooo, this is prob the weirdest/funniest picture of my life
i think my mom and i are both looking at the wrong camera. never again will my friends invite my mom to play never have i ever. if they do, i will most likely stop hanging out with them. so embarressing/weird. hahaha.
i'll miss this on friday and saturday =( no TCN this weekend...=(
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[05 May 2008|10:11pm] |
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GOD. i'm so frustrated with so many things and people in my life right now. don't be in my life just when you can't find parties and need something to do. because i don't do that to you, and you never invite me to all the things you and her go to do. you guys do stuff like every weekend with a group of people and never invite me and then you're getting mad that i can't invite you to some one's get together because they said no? you barely ask me to hang out. the only time we do any more is when i bring up something. the thing is it was a small get together and not even at one of my friends houses and i was the one who was invited, some one invited me and there were only like 7 or 8 people there. but yet you have tons of party pictures of you on your myspace but i was never invited by you to any of those parties. i HATE when people get mad at me for bullshit. or crap that i can't control. and ya know i hate when people are just rude in general and mad with life and take it out on me when i'm being polite to them and do a lot of stuff for them. i'm just giving up doing things for people because they end up just being rude to me in the end or make me cry. this has happened with multiple people in the past week. i DON'T need this shit right now. i have 3 exams in the next couple days and i have portfolios on top of that and i'm trying to get me job figured out right now, and i just don't need people's bs. be nice to me and call me when you have nothing to do. that's so lame. maybe you could try inviting me out with you when you guys go out to parties or do something big, instead of me iming or calling or texting coming up with things for us to do together. i barely even have time to do stuff any more and the time that i do i feel like i'm wasting on people who don't even really give a shit about me any more. and i'm sick of people telling me what to do and making me feel bad for things. i've been so depressed and stressed out lately and i don't need any more bullshit. there are people who i haven't seen in months and i feel like i need to and i want to and i miss them, not to mention, those people actually ask me to do things. i'm going to start seeing those people when i finish school and get out for the summer. i also plan on hanging out with some new friends i've made over the past couple months who call me up and invite me to do stuff and go out and party with them. and i'm also done with lies and stupid shit that people have been giving me lately. i just need to finish my exams and get certain important things under control so i can start seeing people who i havent in a while, people who i need, and people who don't treat me like shit.
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[25 Feb 2008|01:41pm] |
recap as of late:
trevor took the morning class on Valentines and drove 2 and a half hours to spend the night with me. went to my favorite spanish restuarant. got a rose and a cute card. i know he doesn't have a lot of money right now because of being in school 8 hours a day 5 days a week, so it really meant a lot that he'd drive home and do that for me.
then this past weekend i went there, stayed with him, things were really good..and he was the one to cry when i left haha.
i have a bunch of art home work to do..and i still don't have the book that i was supposed to have like a week and a half ago. atleast all of my projects are up to date and done.
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[16 Dec 2007|08:44pm] |
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This time of year is so stressful. ugh. i think the only person i'm completely done shopping for is boyfriend. minus the chipotle giftcard i know he wants. i don't know what to even get everyone. i feel so behind and need christmas money noww so i can buy more stuff haha. last night was awful seeing the girl he used to "talk with" who he really cared about. and she was going around saying she dated him and doesn't like me because i'm dating him now. first off...since when did you two date? i've known him for almost 2 years and his last girlfriend i believe was the girl from urbana/cassie, secondly,you don't know me, thirdly, grow the fuck up.i want so badly to say something to her, but i'm trying to be the bigger person and avoid the drama. too bad she doesn't have a live journal hahah. anyways, he stopped liking your little boy looking ass because he had feelings for me, and i'm the one with him now, so i really have nothing to worry about. ahhh i need to study so badly for math, i have a feeling i'm going to be screwed over in this class, atleast i know that i got a B in english.
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[19 Nov 2007|10:17pm] |
I wish I had some one to talk to right now who would understand.
and some one who would listen and talk to me about it.
everyone just is too busy with their own life.
no one understands or will talk to me for a while about it.
The people who I thought would always be there aren't right now and I don't know what to do.
These have been the longest worst three days of my life.
and the one person who I always had to talk to, I can't now.
I don't know what to do right now and I feel so helpless.
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[29 Oct 2007|08:01pm] |
philly was fun this weekend.
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[23 Oct 2007|11:51pm] |
Philly this weekend.
bestfriends.
halloween parties.
boyfriend.
it's gonna be pretty crazy.
i can't wait.
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[19 Oct 2007|12:44am] |
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worst night of my life. worst experience ever.
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[18 Oct 2007|12:03pm] |
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Boyfriend comes home tomorrow night. I get to go watch him race saturday...i hope it doesn't get awkward to the point where i'm standing next to his dad not knowing what to talk about while trev's racing. anyways i'm supposed to be trev's photographer so i can't be busy with other things hahah. hopefully costume shopping with raych and reeenn tomorrow. by the way, hershey lollipops get gross after a few licks.
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[11 Oct 2007|10:34pm] |
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we're back together. what a shocker. i know i know..lasted real long..a whole day, not even that. but the next day we fixed things in the afternoon and everything was back how it was pretty much. my mom told me that we're both crazy. and supposively i get mad too much at him and automatically wanna break up. i only do that to scare him, but this past time he scared me. never again will that happen. anyways, i'm going with him and his dad next saturday to his motorcross race. i hope i don't have to stand with his dad alone while he's racing. unless trev is racing when his dad's racing. hahah. awkward moments are awesome. i can't wait to see him.
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[10 Oct 2007|12:04am] |
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some times i do really stupid things. like get mad over a little thing and break up with my boyfriend because i think we have different views. then when he asks if i want to get back together i fuck that up and say i don't think so. then i get off the phone and cry for like an hour then try to talk to him and get back together and he doesn't want to talk tonight because he doesn't "want to fight". and then tells me he loves me like he thinks it'll be okay to get back together tomorrow. fuck that. that makes me cry even more so i tell him not to bother calling me tomorrow and he tells me he's going to cry himself to sleep tonight because of what i said today. so now i'm ignoring his 2 texts and wanting to cry again.
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[09 Oct 2007|12:16pm] |
btw, i miss my bestfriend jess too..and almost being awesome at beerpong with her hahah.
<3
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| I MISS MY BOYFRIEND. |
[08 Oct 2007|07:10pm] |
i miss him so much it hurts. weekend recap. friday, after he got home at 9:30 he was supposed to only have a few friends over because he didn't know if his parents were coming home from bethany or not saturday, but it ended up being like 14 people on his indoor deck/sun room. no one really went inside besides to use the bathroom because his sister was asleep hahah. anyways, apparently i fell asleep 2 times in the guest bedroom and he was running around lookiing for me the first time for like 20 minutes. and after he found me, i got up and went out for a few minutes and there were only like 5 people left so i apparently went back in to the guest bedroom and passed out. hahah. drinks/beer pong/ roor hits..story of my life. after the second time i fell asleep, he woke me back up once everyone was gone and stuff was cleaned up, and then the next morning i found out stephen also slept over. i almost walked in to the kitchen in my bra and shorts from sweating to get a glass of water and before i went out trev told me stephen was out there hah. stephen ended up coming in telling trevor to wake up at like 10:45 and was practically trying to get in bed with us. then he left because he was unsuccessful. after that we got up, showered, then trevor's old friend from work, chris came over to collect some "paperwork" hahah and we went to waffle house for lunch. then went back to his house, played sega for a little bit then went to my house to meet my parents, went to the brad paisley concert, tailgated for a bit, then after drinking 4 beers real quick went in, got more beer, walked around, watched brad completely drunk, having to go pee during my favorite song, and held it until the end of it. my mom kept trying to get us out early (while she was out of her mind from beer and not to mention she hates nissan) so before the encore we went to the car, ended up still being bad traffic, so while we were waiting to get out of the parking lot we grabbed the food out of the trunk and a few beers and waited. then after those beers i had to pee really bad and apparently my mom did too so we stopped behind some random shopping center and went pee where they were building new stuff. probably one of the funniest/weirdest moments of my life with my mom. finally, got home around 12:30am, we went back to trev's. chris and stephen came over, hit the roor in his dad's garage, after playing sega then went to bed. and yesterday we just hung out at his house all day, went and got red robin, got back saw his parents, then played more video games which i kicked his ass at twice (out of about 14 times hhahah). then stephen came over, for a little to go in trev's feild, he left. then played more games then started beating eachother up, and it was cute and funny until he dropped me for a third time and this time instead of falling on pillows on the couch, i fell on the ground and thought i broke my arm so we stopped that. then i kept playing sonic while he made milkhakes which are the best i've ever had. then went back to sega, watched some tv and just hung out until it was time for me to go home. i wish i had stayed over there last night but i had a bad feeling about his parents not being informed and my parents not knowing where i was when they woke up so i didn't. but i miss him dearly.
also, probablyyy just about the cutest boyfriend ever.
i was making fun of him while he was making the guest bedroom so his parents didn't know i slept over all weekend and there was a party hahah.
cute butt.
now, brad pictures...
tailgating first.
hahah
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[03 Oct 2007|11:59am] |
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the boy's parents are supposed to go out of town this weekend, and he's coming homee. so we'll see how this goes. there's been a lot of fighting lately, hopefully this weekend will make things better. and hopefully his parents really do go out of town hahah. brad paisley satuday! thanks mom. nicole's having a party. trev will probably have a few too. i really hope this weekend will be good and i'll get to spend i hope all of it with my boyfriend, because he's running out of money and probably won't be able to come home for a while after this weekend. i need to use up my tanning membership before i cancel it since it's on dad's credit card haha. tonight i go out to eat for my birthday dinner with the grandparents finally. and hopefully get the same amount of money they normally give me, because i really need it right now.
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[23 Sep 2007|01:21pm] |
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even though my boyfriend was sad the night before my birthday..it still turned out to be really good. raych came over after class and gave me presents then trev got here early and we all hung out for a little while then his mom invited us over for dinner. and as we were leaving to go there he said he'd much rather take me out for dinner, so we came back here and he made me pick where we went so i picked an italian resturant (that he said he wanted to make reservations for) and before that he gave me my gifts. after an amazing dinner of course we come up to a red light and guess who's next to us? the stupid bitch that i can't stand who used to "talk" with him. and he was like "well i cant be rude and not say hi and ignore her" so he put his window down and said hi then was like "kay bye have a good weekend" then as soon as we started to drive away i was put in a bad mood that she had to be there. the night of my birthday. i got over it since i knew if i saw a guy i used to date next to us i'd probably say hi too. but still. he should have been rude and not attempted because it's not like she did. and his excuse was "it would have been rude if i didn't..and shannon the whole time i was just thinking how you would feel and how awkward it was." anyways after we got over that little point we went back to my house and hung out until like 12:30 then he went home since he had to be up at 6 the next day. then yesterday nicole and i went to georgetown while he was at the race and it took us 2 fricking hours to get there on the metro since metro kept having problems. we ended up eating lunch there then going to pentagon mall. then came back here, had dinner, then she left and trev came over. and it was cute because we had an argument and i wouldn't answer my phone so he just drove over. and i was pissed because i called him back and he wouldn't answer so i figured he was ignoring me for the night, but then i got a text 5mins later saying "come outside right now" and he was on my pourch. it was too cute i couldn't stay mad at him. then today i woke up and baked brownies and burnt his cd and he's hopefully coming over after the nationals race, but for now nicole and i are going to see sydney white, which i am soo excited for hahah.
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[13 Sep 2007|05:41pm] |
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boyfriend comes home tomorrow. this weekend will be full of camping, probably drunk..and him possibly meeting my dad's parents when they come for dinner on sunday. I really want my presents or atleast one this weekend but he's making me wait until my birthday next friday to get them. anyways we need to find out if brandon wants to camp out or not saturday night and if he does we're either going to black hills for the night or his field hahaha. we're ridic. but we'll make it fun. especially if brandon is there even if caroline goes with him. no matter what, he told me he wants to lay out in his field probably get an air matress and put it in his truck bed and get a bunch of blankets ("since it will be cold" says him) and just lay out there in the back of his truck. I know he also wants to have another motorhome adventure. hahaha. we're so funny. need to finish cleaning out the one side of the garage so he can park his truck in there if he sleeps over or even he just comes over, because we know some one will mess with it again. which makes me want to fucking kill them, if i ever find out who it is. who does that? weirdos. i also still need to clean the house. it's gross. i don't want to go to class tomorrow at all. thank god he'll be coming home.
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[10 Sep 2007|08:16pm] |
HAHAH I miss this night. going to baltimore in a limo. ridic.
my boobs look huge there, my black bra kept coming out of my white shirt. nottt cute.
w-t-f.
okay slutty.com?
hahahah
wow. amanda just uploaded these.
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[08 Sep 2007|07:27pm] |
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I really appreciate people who get jealous that I'm not dating them and so they fuck with my boyfriend's truck over and over again. that's probably why i'm cleaning out one side of the garage tomorrow so he can park in there and be able to sleep over. also i like how he asks me what i want for my birthday a few weeks and i say i don't know, but then i mention how i want a cd that he's getting today and he goes "well wait a few more weeks and maybe you can have that hint hint" thanks for telling me what one of my presents is. then i changed my mind and said how i really wanted a different cd instead hahah. last night was ridiculous. have to love college park keg parties. except i drank vodka pretty much all night then made a mixed drink with beer and vodka? jess felt really sick for a while so i tried to keep myself kind of sober incase something bad happened. I miss my boyfriend so fricking much it's ridiculous and i just saw him less than a week ago (4 days ago). thank god he's coming home next weekend and the weekend after, which is my birthday!! even though he won't be able to spend the whole weekend with me on my birthday like planned, but he'll be there every night. and he said we'd make up by spending the whole weekend before or after together. either way i can't wait to see him. him being away at school sucks even if he only is and hour and a half away. but now that i'm in school it sucks even more. that's why i do stuff like go out to drink to keep myself sane, like james' party tonight. i have to keep myself surrounded by people so that i don't think about him so much. I WANT MY BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW!!!
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[24 Aug 2007|04:23am] |
i look disgusting (mind these were around 12/1am around a fire in brandon and dorian's backyard) but my boyfriend is hilarious and cracks me up.
especially when he's drunk and making us braughts or hotdog type things whatever they were.
and just because brandon looks hilarious here
we had been at the bar earlier and then he was drinking straight for another 4 hours or so. hahaha.
it sucks summer is ending and we couldn't have more camp outs in the brigg's backyard.
even though trev and i didn't stay for the actual sleeping part. we hung out around the fire until everyone was passed out in one tent and then we decided to go. it was fun though.
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| birthday in less than a monthh. |
[23 Aug 2007|12:28am] |
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i really want to know what we are doing for my birthday. apparently he has ideas and wants it to be fun. but i wouldn't care if we sat at home. but now i'm pretty excited and want to know what's going on. i'm pretty sure he said on the phone he has my gifts and everything taken care of except one thing. he asked me if there was once place i'd want to go for my birthday out of anywhere where would it be but i had no idea, so we'll see what we do. i know it's early to be planning his, but i think i want to have a suprise party for him, then again he said he wanted to go away some where with me for like the weekend or something like skiing. so i was thinking maybe we could get a cabin some where or something cute like that. i have to have something good happening because his birthday is the day after christmas which means i have to combine both of those in to something big for him and i still want to get him a hat he wanted and maybe dolce and gabana sunglasses since he's wanted a pair for forever. even though we did see these nice glasses in a glass case at some surf/snowboard/skate store in towson mall and he said he liked those. we'll see. but i'm still really excited to see what's going to happen for my birthday! i feel like a little kid hahah.
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